Friday, February 15, 2013

Writing new lyrics :D

この真っ暗の空、星があった
突然からのお化けが襲(おそ)いてします
ぼく剣を出す、このお化けが殺す
何でぼくだろ?ぼくきっと迷惑(めいわく)をくれたですよね?
ここの人達も言った、「この子の頭おかしいだよ、近付いてだめ」って
あの時、ぼくのココロ酷い怪我(けが)があった
微笑(ほほえ)んだのぼく、涙がボロボロして
可哀想、誰か助けてくれた、でも誰もいないんだ
結局、全部の傷自分で治す
でも、この怪我毎日毎日増えてる
「しょうがない」ってわけないだろ
ぼくの傷、他人(ひと)の言葉、
ねえ、もういいだろ?傷要らないだね?
止めてよ、痛いよ
ぼくのココロが刺す、ぼくの体が殺す、
楽しい?嬉しい?
あのね、ぼくの存在は余裕だよ
だから、気にすんな
ぼくはゴミなんだ
ぼくがきらいははずだよ
ゴミにとって、他人の尊敬心はとても大事です
だから、もういいよ、楽しいくない!

Friday, February 1, 2013

Lyrics rocks :D

 Hi Hi :) I'm crying again www Sorry for crying,i did looks like a kid right? Always crying,I'm so weak :(
So,Chinese New Year is coming as well :D My new dress,new socks and new hat :D I'm coming for you all xD
   
 Listening ito and nero songs :) from Y to Y :D I love this song,the melody makes me cry /w\ Oh yea,i'm writing lyrics :) I wanna write lyrics that makes ppl feel very touched :) I'm trying to write out my feelings,this is the first step :D I feel so grateful, that i'm good in languages :) Thanks god! ((although i don't believe in god w So,i already finish one,janie is composing the melody :) I know i write lyrics that overload moeness xD

  But i think i should learn how to write lyrics that belongs to rock song ;)  Maybe some negative stuff? w Erm,no way,my negative brain don't need those thingy xD

  Less than 1 week,i can waer new dress :) So,gtg,tomoro theory  exam! Good night !

Sunday, January 6, 2013

ILOVE MY BFF :))

  These days,i keep thinking that i'm gonna lost everything,even though my 3 years precious friendship. But now,i realize that maybe these are not gonna happen. I always think negative things. Even though my best friend ignore me just because she's busy,i would cry for the whole day. I felt so guilty,i didn't trust them. People who needs me,i ignore them.But i think i should change,maybe changing is way too hard for me.
 
  Janie is like my best friend or my sister. I always put her in the first place. I used to stick with her,but i was afraid. Afraid that she will think that i'm so annoying. I did wanna give her space,but i will be very lonely. I don't have many friends,not like her,she's confident,i'm not. I'm not dare to say out my name loudly.Yea,i stick with her everyday,but nobody notice me. I'm fine with it,i just hope that people notice her,then i'm happy.

  Of course,there are people try to separate us,i hate people separate us. I love her,love her as a friend. I hope she don't mind that i give her complement like that :) Maybe we will be friend for the rest of our life?Maybe we break up soon? No,we are not gonna break anyways. I just wanna say thank you for being my best friend,that's all .
























Thursday, December 27, 2012

Cosplay Photo

  嘿嘿,大家好 ._.以上的照片里的小妹妹是我ww((卖萌中(你去死ww 嘉雯姐姐拍的,可爱呗 xDD ((喂w 这个照片是我今天暂时的头像ww 意思是说,明天一起床这个头像就换了,咕嘿嘿w((我在笑啥ww

好了,不和你们玩了ww再见咯



















































Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Merry Christmas!! メリークリー

Hey,merry christmas!! :D Everyone,how's your Christmas?w Well,i just listen luz live,and i always hope he will show his face but SAD STORY ww HE SAY IF HE SHOW HIS FACE IT WAS VERY DISGUSTING wwww  *he saw my comment* And i was like : WTH?! HE IS SO HANDSOME *i never see his face before ww*

 So,today is christmas QAQ I think of SAO Santa ww That monster ww If santa didn't give you present,SNATCH IT !! www AHAHAHA,IMPOSSIBLE!!

 ._. OH,OKAY,I'm so HIGH TENSION today ww

LASTLY,MERRY CHRISTMAS! メリークリスマス!

My cosplay costume for next year CF :D

  こんばんわー!Hey! Momoko is way more easier xD えっと、i mean no need to buy wig :P So,these are those shirt i need : ↓
CR 邻座的怪同学 只要你说你爱我 万用毛衣背心 cosplay 121111-淘宝网angel泡泡。【多色格子百褶短裙】黑色校服短裙多色日本校服裙-淘宝网长筒袜_淘宝搜索

 SO I MEAN I SAVE COS :D TOTAL IS 73 RINGGIT,compare to the set one,it was cheaper than the set cosplay 60% ._. You see?? I know 160 is cheap already ww But,of course i have not much money xD
Btw,these clothes have better quality :)

 WHEN ANIMANGAKI,I WILL TRY COS MOMOKO and TAKE PICTURE :D and then post here, deal?w After that,remember to give me suggestion,いいな?

   LALALALALA,BISH MISH MISH BISH BISH MISH BISH ww ((I want to cos better than last time!!!
So,gtg :) みんな、さらば~

Friday, December 21, 2012

CF 2012 :D

 This is the first time i go CF x) Of course ,it's very FUN :D Unluckily,i wait the ticket for 4 hours ._. Before i inside the convention centre,my leg already very pain liao =v=
  When 10.00 am,i met caisy :) She cosplay Karuta damn cute x)) Me? My cosplay FAIL QAQ I COSPLAY VERY UGLY,but seniors say i'm cute(?) Seniors are so good,they keep helping me to make my hair looks nicer :D AND AND Thankiew KARMAN :D She help makeup QwQ I'm so gamdong www She day two only cosplay,so i can't teman her liao QAQ I want see her cos QAQ
  Then we get our ticket,we go inside the convention centre :)) We go walk separately. When I watching those bookmarks,Karman and Kai xin saw me,and then i follow them liao. Buy liao things,we go to the outside section. Karman say there got many ppl go take picture,so we go there. Me and karman take picture of course :)  I like karman (as a best friend),she is so kind :)) I wish i can cosplay with her :D Next year ba :D I will cosplay momoko :) So i don't need wig anymore :)
    I quite sad because Janie can't come. I want to go with her the most. But she's going to china :( Fine,next year too :P
   So,gtg :) SAYONARA