These days,i keep thinking that i'm gonna lost everything,even though my 3 years precious friendship. But now,i realize that maybe these are not gonna happen. I always think negative things. Even though my best friend ignore me just because she's busy,i would cry for the whole day. I felt so guilty,i didn't trust them. People who needs me,i ignore them.But i think i should change,maybe changing is way too hard for me.
Janie is like my best friend or my sister. I always put her in the first place. I used to stick with her,but i was afraid. Afraid that she will think that i'm so annoying. I did wanna give her space,but i will be very lonely. I don't have many friends,not like her,she's confident,i'm not. I'm not dare to say out my name loudly.Yea,i stick with her everyday,but nobody notice me. I'm fine with it,i just hope that people notice her,then i'm happy.
Of course,there are people try to separate us,i hate people separate us. I love her,love her as a friend. I hope she don't mind that i give her complement like that :) Maybe we will be friend for the rest of our life?Maybe we break up soon? No,we are not gonna break anyways. I just wanna say thank you for being my best friend,that's all .
